Sooooo...as all of you probably know, my little kitty Baker was put to sleep Christmas day. It was such a struggle for us to put him down, but we did what was right for him. I felt that if I wouldnt have put him down, I would have been being selfish and only keeping him in this world for my own selfishness so I wouldnt be hurting and crying everyday. Im not sure if animals go to heaven or not, but if they do he would definitely be there. He was so sweet. I know it may seem weird for me to be so upset about this, but Baker always followed me everywhere. He loved to sleep wit me every night. He was always so tiny and calm. I miss this kitty so much! ='(
R.I.P. Baker I love you <3
So these past few months so much has happened. It seems like every bad thing that can possibly happen has happened to us. We had to move out of our house on very short notice and the people were horrible, our AC broke in the other house, we had to give our dogs up, had to bomb the house of fleas, our rent was way more than they said, we barely have groceries, my job is horrible and I never get paid, Weve both been really sick many times and to the hospital and owe money still, I had surgery, my car door got smashed pretty bad, my car battery is dead and will not keep a charge, my kitty died, my other kitty might have the same disease, we didnt get to spend time with family on christmas, and so much more I cant even say. Could things get any worse?
Christmas had a great meaning, but this just sucks.
We really need prayer from anyone and everyone were doing ok but things havent been good. Its so hard to stay on top of everything when it just seems like everything turns bad. My faith is good, but could be better after everything that has happened. I know that God will help us through this, I just had to get things off my chest. Thanks for listening.
